Can you imagine that 5 years ago we were such great friends? You and I were connected we read each other's thoughts, ate together worked together ran together laughed together.

Five Years ago in one week and 4 days I hold my greatest memory. You were to me everything that went right after everything just really went wrong. And nothing will ever change that, even as we drift apart and we don't talk and I can't talk really can I but can you talk to me do you even remember what happened so long ago? We drifted apart and you were never as affected or ever knew really of what I had gone through and we've both moved on.

But on days like this when I see the snow and I remember the biting cold that we endured as we went through those 3 movies hopping through the theater for so many hours it was so fun. I'll take a stop a breather a break that day when I get home and remember and maybe I'll write a letter to you. But I know I'll never send it to you because I know I'll never let you read it because both of us have moved on and now I'm looking back and I smile but I don't think too long because that's one thing I might just maybe fear.